4:55 AM

Its very early in the morning 5:23 AM to know exactly, Why Why am I awake?!? Finley sleeps in a big girl bed now and some times she will climb out of her bed and come into our bed, and I love it when she gets cuddley (not sure thats a word) so usually I will just put her in the bed with us and go back to sleep... This morning she came in at 4:55 am, I pulled her into bed with us but I could tell she was awake, like not going to go back to sleep right now awake, but I was so groggy and wasn't wanting to be awake myself, but thats the funny thing, one thing can happen and you are wide awake, the smallest of things, a small hand touching your cheek.... When Finley is restless I will tickle her face til she is asleep, and that is what she was trying to do for me, I felt so much love in that moment it made my heart just swell. I started to to smile, and it was over she thought it was a game and here I am posting about this on my blog. I tried to move so that I was next to Ryan in the bed and she got upset telling me, "move mommy move." She climbs over me and onto her dad, I will upload the picture of what I rolled over to see later, but she was laying across his chest like a cat, curled up just like a cat! It was so cute I took a picture, but it didn't last long and now we are watching Tangled as a family, Ryan is sleeping on the couch, and I never thought I would say this but Thank you Finn for waking me up this morning.